Seeking a Feeling Is Not Worship
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July 28, 2009
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| Yesterday we saw that David frequently complained of God’s apparent absence; but, the truth is, God hadn’t really left David, just as God will never leave you. He has promised repeatedly, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Yet God has not promised “you will always feel My presence.” In fact, God admits that sometimes He hides His face from us (Isaiah 45:15). There are times when He appears to be MIA, missing-in-action, in your life. Floyd McClung describes it: “You wake up one morning and all your spiritual feelings are gone. You pray, but nothing happens. You rebuke the devil, but it doesn’t change anything. You go through spiritual exercises . . . you have your friends pray for you . . . you confess every sin you can imagine, then go around asking forgiveness of everyone you know. You fast . . . still nothing. You begin to wonder how long this spiritual gloom might last. Days? Weeks? Months? Will it ever end? . . . it feels as if your prayers simply bounce off the ceiling. In utter desperation, you cry out, ‘What’s the matter with me?’” (Finding Friendship with God; Ann Arbor, MI: Vine Books, 1992; 186). |

